I'm inlove with my bff and we're both girls:(?

okay,so I met her like last yr, and she dress up like a rockstar?coz she used to be in a band,so I just ignored that and just think that shes a girl and not lesbian...And you know most of teenagers they call their friends like "babe, hon" just for fun..we were hella close like super!we eat together during lunch,meet eac other before thebell rings, and I kinda felt like i love her!until she confessed that shes a tomboy, I wqsnt that shocked...and I did tell her that i like her too...but then yesterday she said that she doesnt want to fall that much for me,so now we stop texting and i miss her so much..idk what to do without her...